im not doing good. considering asking, uh, people to donate so i can stay out of a bad situation. but i dunno. i can’t even promise commisions cause im so messed up rn.
i might go to hospital or something tonight. i dunno.
okay: im doing a castiel drawing (end!verse) and im gonna do sam with a ponytail and tattoos cause holy fucking shit that is the best.
cool, cool. feel free to make suggestions.
didn’t work first time:
dean castiel or sam
who should i draw?
I don’t know why he saved my life. Maybe in those last moments he loved life more than he ever had before. Not just his life - anybody’s life; my life. All he’d wanted were the same answers the rest of us want. Where did I come from? Where am I going? How long have I got? All I could do was sit there and watch him die.
mostly10 said: YOUR ART!! DROPBOX IT!!
i couldn’t. my laptop wouldn’t let any program open or run.
onward though to new beginnings
been having major computer troubles. im now sucking it up and just factory resetting my laptop. so all my files are going bye bye (cant afford to have anything backed up professionally).
so. yeah. see y’all soon.
bipolar is scary because it isn’t only just being depressed or manic- it’s also having one and the other with all these other shades of emotion. it’s confusing and terrifying and sometimes it feels like you need to tear your skin off. you can be on top of the world and wanting to just violently disappear.
bipolar is a mental illness- it’s terrifying and horrible and i feel for whoever finds themselves unable to withstand the pressure inside their mind.
please reach out and acknowledge people suffering from mental illness- try to understand that sometimes letting go can seem the only way.
it is not weak or selfish. it is sad and an act of an unhealthy mind that could find no relief.
robin williams was bipolar. please stop calling it depression. bipolar disorder is ignored and misdiagnosed enough. please continue to talk about his life but stop saying it was simply depression he struggled with.