MedicatedManiac

Age 18
Queer.
Artist.

Lover of everyone and everything.

You are all so beautiful.

Life Could Be Good
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no real video, but audio. 

me: ‘hello’
mark: ‘you look frightened’ 
me: ‘yeah well you’re lucifer of course i’m scared’
mark: ‘i don’t bite hard, just ask sam. yeah, well y’know i bit him hard over and over and over and over

and because the bastard was looking at me saying all this i was just going ‘oh my god’ because seriously. 

7 months ago on October 21st, 2012 | J | 146 notes
medicatedmaniac:

Song01: Devil In The Details by *MedicatedManiac
I’m gonna dance with him tonightAll of my wrongsNo more wicked waysCome back to haunt me Come what mayPlacebo - Devil in the Details

medicatedmaniac:

Song01: Devil In The Details by *MedicatedManiac

I’m gonna dance with him tonight
All of my wrongs
No more wicked ways
Come back to haunt me 
Come what may

Placebo - Devil in the Details

7 months ago on October 3rd, 2012 | J | 133 notes
luciferious:

Per Infernum for knockoutloser (HTH Fanwork Exchange)prompts | au, apocalypse, silence

Sam trained for this. Every demon slain and angel evaded another grind to the whetstone, preparing him—body and soul—for the journey ahead. In those months, with Castiel’s guidance, Sam found a sense of peace he had been searching for all his life. Purpose that picked him up from the floor when tired muscle and his brother’s scorn all but crippled him.
A destiny that drove him into the deepest chasm of Hell itself.
Castiel warned him of the panic, the disorientation that would surely follow breaching Hell’s gates, and Sam always took Castiel’s word as gospel. But it wasn’t until the time came and Sam made the leap, waded into the depths that he learned what Hell truly was. It wasn’t fear, it wasn’t pain. It wasn’t the copper tang of too much blood or flame burning from within. Hell was madness and viscera clinging long after the screams of the damned faded into the ether, wandering in the dark so long, one began to forget themselves entirely. Hell was nothingness, hopelessness, an emptiness so profound that the cold lick of mist and the sweet scent of roses felt like providence, and it wasn’t until the susurrus of feathers and the familiar whisper of a hundred thousand voices enveloped him that Sam realized where he was at all.
“Open your eyes.”
Sam stood in the middle of a frozen desert, stretching on until the horizon disappeared beneath a blanket of fog kissing distant mountainsides, snowcaps gleaming with amber light that seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere all at once. Sam was gripped with a sense of isolation he couldn’t begin to articulate— like he could spend an eternity trying to reach those peaks and never make it a step closer than he was now, like he could scream until his lungs gave out and not make a single sound. It was maddening, smothering, threatening to snuff out the very light in Sam’s soul that marked him worthy to be here at all.
The smokey apparition of Castiel’s true form undulated in Sam’s periphery, a hundred eyes turned upward, unblinking, and Sam shifted his gaze just as a shadow fell over them both, a sudden cold wind whipping around the cage of Sam’s ribs and cutting near down to the bone without making one sound. Not even the faintest whistle.
Sam nearly fell to his knees in awe.
“I’ve been waiting for you, Sam,” a chorus of voices whispered somewhere in the darkest corners of his mind, gentle and humming in perfect concert with the swell of his soul. It was almost beyond Sam’s comprehension, looking up at this colossal being that simply should not exist at all—as vast and cold and silent as this prison, impossible and terrifying and beautiful. 
Looking at Lucifer was like staring into the sun.
“I’ve waited for this for such a long time.”


108 notes? I thought it would at a 1000.
Guys. C’mon. Look at this. LOOK AT IT.
It’s amazing.
Now reblog it already. 

luciferious:

Per Infernum for knockoutloser (HTH Fanwork Exchange)
prompts | au, apocalypse, silence

Sam trained for this. Every demon slain and angel evaded another grind to the whetstone, preparing him—body and soul—for the journey ahead. In those months, with Castiel’s guidance, Sam found a sense of peace he had been searching for all his life. Purpose that picked him up from the floor when tired muscle and his brother’s scorn all but crippled him.

A destiny that drove him into the deepest chasm of Hell itself.

Castiel warned him of the panic, the disorientation that would surely follow breaching Hell’s gates, and Sam always took Castiel’s word as gospel. But it wasn’t until the time came and Sam made the leap, waded into the depths that he learned what Hell truly was. It wasn’t fear, it wasn’t pain. It wasn’t the copper tang of too much blood or flame burning from within. Hell was madness and viscera clinging long after the screams of the damned faded into the ether, wandering in the dark so long, one began to forget themselves entirely. Hell was nothingness, hopelessness, an emptiness so profound that the cold lick of mist and the sweet scent of roses felt like providence, and it wasn’t until the susurrus of feathers and the familiar whisper of a hundred thousand voices enveloped him that Sam realized where he was at all.

Open your eyes.”

Sam stood in the middle of a frozen desert, stretching on until the horizon disappeared beneath a blanket of fog kissing distant mountainsides, snowcaps gleaming with amber light that seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere all at once. Sam was gripped with a sense of isolation he couldn’t begin to articulate— like he could spend an eternity trying to reach those peaks and never make it a step closer than he was now, like he could scream until his lungs gave out and not make a single sound. It was maddening, smothering, threatening to snuff out the very light in Sam’s soul that marked him worthy to be here at all.

The smokey apparition of Castiel’s true form undulated in Sam’s periphery, a hundred eyes turned upward, unblinking, and Sam shifted his gaze just as a shadow fell over them both, a sudden cold wind whipping around the cage of Sam’s ribs and cutting near down to the bone without making one sound. Not even the faintest whistle.

Sam nearly fell to his knees in awe.

I’ve been waiting for you, Sam,” a chorus of voices whispered somewhere in the darkest corners of his mind, gentle and humming in perfect concert with the swell of his soul. It was almost beyond Sam’s comprehension, looking up at this colossal being that simply should not exist at all—as vast and cold and silent as this prison, impossible and terrifying and beautiful

Looking at Lucifer was like staring into the sun.

I’ve waited for this for such a long time.”

108 notes? I thought it would at a 1000.

Guys. C’mon. Look at this. LOOK AT IT.

It’s amazing.

Now reblog it already. 

9 months ago on August 10th, 2012 | J | 186 notes
Beyond Repentance by *MedicatedManiac
In the most Biblical sense,I am beyond repentance
Sam/Castiel or maybe Castiel/Lucifer.Angst.

Beyond Repentance by *MedicatedManiac

In the most Biblical sense,
I am beyond repentance

Sam/Castiel or maybe Castiel/Lucifer.

Angst.

1 year ago on May 11th, 2012 | J | 246 notes